Our Male Chastity/FLR/DD Life

   Well it has really been a challenge to have the time to write. Mi Amor spent 10 days in the hospital. It is a long commute each way and that was a busy time. She has begun her treatment finally. We are on the way to recovery. Her breathing is still very shallow and she tires quickly right now.    For me it is still the same. I am still caged 24/7. It did come up that I could take a break during this trying period, but I would not have that. I am her kept husband as agreed upon 2 1/2 years ago. I love her and need this bond even more at this time to be honest. It does allow for some kind of connection at least.    I am instructed to edge in front of her every 3 days or so. I have been allowed to finish several times the past few months. Always in front of my keyholder.    About 5 days ago she said I really needed an attitude adjustment and had me fetch 2 paddles and lay across the bed in front of her. She was crossed leg sitting up and delive...

   One thing about living a male chastity/flr/dd lifestyle is that communication between us is all the more important with all the psychological aspects of it that can come up for each other.    We have not been doing very much sexually with Mi Amor dealing with so many health problems right now. I do all it takes to keep our home going and my keyholder comfortable. I would love more activity for sure, but this is where we are at this time. We are committed to each other and both love this lifestyle.    Last night was one of those learning experiences for us both. It had been about 6 weeks since any punishment has been carried out. Mi Amor has not had enough strength to carry out proper session. She was also preparing to leave for a few days with some girlfriends as a way to try and start getting around. I thought it would be great for her too. She also said she thought I should get some relief before she left.    Evening came and she was about...

  Do not be misled by the title. Mi Amor has been in control from day 1. I have watched her grow in her role as my keyholder and disciplinarian. Day by day in fact. She has never really been "soft" since the day I approached her about considering this lifestyle.    I have been quick to share info with her and ideas I would have. She appreciates the info and reads many of the articles I suggest. What I didn't realize that I was in some small way "topping from the bottom" with my requests and ideas. This all came to a head that nearly ended our journey. However it has ended up strengthening it and elevating the power Mi Amor is now wielding over me.   This is what happened that dreadful/enlightening night:   It was just after Christmas. I had the massage table set up and Mi Amor had showered and was ready for lotion and a long rubdown. It had been about 10 days since I had received any relief and I was horny as hell.   I had massaged her at least an hour ...