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   Well it has really been a challenge to have the time to write. Mi Amor spent 10 days in the hospital. It is a long commute each way and that was a busy time. She has begun her treatment finally. We are on the way to recovery. Her breathing is still very shallow and she tires quickly right now.
   For me it is still the same. I am still caged 24/7. It did come up that I could take a break during this trying period, but I would not have that. I am her kept husband as agreed upon 2 1/2 years ago. I love her and need this bond even more at this time to be honest. It does allow for some kind of connection at least.
   I am instructed to edge in front of her every 3 days or so. I have been allowed to finish several times the past few months. Always in front of my keyholder.
   About 5 days ago she said I really needed an attitude adjustment and had me fetch 2 paddles and lay across the bed in front of her. She was crossed leg sitting up and delivered about 25 good swats. It has been a long time sine any discipline has been administered. That was all she could handle though. Her breathing wouldn't allow it. But every swat counted. She will be doing this again. She was pleased at how fast I was responding to the paddling.
   Last night she did allow me to go down on her after her massage. She has done this occasionally through this time just so I could taste her and tease me. She however would get little out of it as she didn't have the strength to finish.
   But last night for some reason she was able to reach a cliax. It was beautiful. And I got to lap her nectar up with a willing tongue!!!
   When she was done she offered the opportunity for me to edge. I passed as my cock was already throbbing in my cage and one touch would have been too much. I went to bed happy at pleasuring Mi Amor. That is the best.
   We haven't tried any intercourse again. But we are tossing the idea around about getting a fleshlight for her to allow me to use on occasion. We shall see.
   Hope that we keep progressing towards recovery. In the meantime I serve her!

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