Well it has really been a challenge to have the time to write. Mi Amor spent 10 days in the hospital. It is a long commute each way and that was a busy time. She has begun her treatment finally. We are on the way to recovery. Her breathing is still very shallow and she tires quickly right now. For me it is still the same. I am still caged 24/7. It did come up that I could take a break during this trying period, but I would not have that. I am her kept husband as agreed upon 2 1/2 years ago. I love her and need this bond even more at this time to be honest. It does allow for some kind of connection at least. I am instructed to edge in front of her every 3 days or so. I have been allowed to finish several times the past few months. Always in front of my keyholder. About 5 days ago she said I really needed an attitude adjustment and had me fetch 2 paddles and lay across the bed in front of her. She was crossed leg sitting up and delivered about 25 good swats. It has been a