Life Is Hitting Hard

Wanted to get back and post an update. It has been quite some time since I have had a minute to do this.
Mi Amor has not had any improvement in her health. We are still dealing with more diagnosis and not on to a treatment plan yet. She can not breath enough to walk up our stairs right now. It has been tough.

Needless to say her desire for any kind of sexual play is there mentally, however there is no way physically she can do anything. We deal with it but both of us do miss how things had been progressing in our relationship. After 20+ years together we were still enjoying each other sexually.
I am still caged and do not have any desire to go back to living "wild". I love how entering in to a male chastity lifestyle had solidified an already great marriage and want to keep that.
Mi Amor has been allowing me relief by way of masturbating while kneeling in front of her. Not often, maybe a 10 - 12 day wait on average.
Also there have been no discipline sessions as she can not swing a paddle at all. Just standing for 10 minutes is too much, let alone activity combined. I miss that and know deep down I need it.
She did however surprise me about 8 days ago by telling me to leave my cage off after showering and she was going to allow me to make love to her. I have not been inside her for months. This was exciting to hear for sure!! I gave her a nice massage then she said I could enter her. It felt amazing!!! I was able to last about 2 minutes before exploding in her. I quickly realized after how much that took for her to do that for me.
She did not orgasm as she could never have the breath for that. She did allow me to enjoy her but it was intense discomfort for her. I am so grateful for that I can't even express it.
So for now I am caged, in panties and taking care of both of us until we get her treatment started and we can get back to somewhat of a normal life. I will try not to take so long between updates.

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