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Hoping For The Best

  Well, we had no idea when we started this blog that things were going to take a dramatic turn. In fact we thought things were going pretty good in most areas of our life. That was why we decided to share some insight in to our lifestyle after 2 years of 24/7 practice in a male chastity/flr/dd relationship.
  Well it wasn't long after that medical issues have taken a hold and need to be dealt with. Mi Amor is not in shape for much of anything at this time. Just breathing is a chore for her at this point. We have some treatments upcoming that will take a toll on her also. But we are ready to deal with things.
  How has that left our sexual play? Needless to say it is very limited right now. I don't believe she can even think of arousal right now on her part. She is in constant pain. I see it in her.
  I am still caged 24/7. I am still in panties every day. I would not want it any other way right now. Occasionally she will remember about my plight and allow me to remove my cage and play with my cock in front of her. Kind of self edging as I am not allowed to finish. Twice in the past 4 weeks or so she has let me cum as she supervised. I am grateful for my relief and always thank her. I wish it crossed her mind more, but I understand why it doesn't. There is a humiliating humbleness to having to be supervised as you play with yourself. That helps.
  She also has had no desire to be pleasured or have intercourse. I have not been inside her in a long time. I think about it as I rub her feet, I think about it as I breathe. About how amazing it felt the last time I was allowed to enter her. My desire is no less at this time. I can be dripping through my cage in seconds just thinking about it. But it will be entirely up to her when this will happen again.
  The same for pleasuring her. I miss the scent and the taste of her. I dream of lapping up her nectar again. She is a goddess. But again it will be up to her. I will being waiting while caged and take care of her as best I can. But there are moments where it feels like my cock is going to bust through my cage!!
  Please stay tuned. We do hope for a good turn soon!!
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