It has been awhile since I have been able to really sit down and write. As you know we are dealing with major medical issues. Mi amor has moments where she can not breath and is unable to really do anything. I really feel bad that I cannot do anything to help, just make her comfortable. I know she appreciates it too. It isn't like she doesn't think about us during all this, it is just she can't do all that she wants to right now.
Sunday had made it 9 days since I have been allowed to cum. In that time there has been several hospital trips, a hospital stay and lots of poking and scans for my keyholder. She has been a trooper through it all. But there is a good 3 months of this ahead for her.
On Thursday Mi Amor let me know she was well aware of how far off schedule we are for my punishment. She also felt it should be taken care of before getting any relief. I agreed and was glad to know she had been thinking about us. Also I know how it would hurt after this long lay off. But I knew it was way overdue also.
However it was clear by Saturday that she was not in any shape to swing her paddles. At least not in the way she likes to. She has reached a point where she understands any change takes a good deal of punishment to work and maintain the desired change. Neither of us see any point to a "soft" paddling. She uses her paddles for punishment, not foreplay.
Finally on Sunday she let me know that there was no way to carry out the punishment session yet. She said I would be giving her a long massage and then I would be allowed to go down on her for a little while before getting relief. She also made it clear that I would not be entering her as she didn't have strength to do that at this time. I was not going to say a word. I wanted to taste her pussy so bad I would have done anything. Over a week without tasting her or feel her orgasm while my mouth is pressed to her "suzy" was driving me crazy.
I was sure this meant she would have me taste her for a few minutes and then let me know how my relief was going to take place. But I got a pleasant surprise!
Once I started going down on her I think Mi Amor realized how bad she missed getting pleasured after the past weeks. I think she came more than 5 times before she said she had had enough!! I was so happy for her and happy that I was able to pleasure her to orgasm and taste her nectar!!
Once she had gained herself she got up from the massage table and put her pj's on. She then told me I was going to jack off and relieve myself. So I put a towel on the table top and proceeded to masturbate as she watched me. I came in minutes.
No, not some crazy femdom/sub over the top night. Just a beautiful night between two lovers making the best of the hand we are holding right now.
A closing thought. Is it "bringing someone else in to our love life" if someone stepped in to deliver the punishment under her tutelage? No sex play involved, just a blistering paddling session that Mi Amor can not muster the strength to deliver right now. Please share your thoughts with us.
Sunday had made it 9 days since I have been allowed to cum. In that time there has been several hospital trips, a hospital stay and lots of poking and scans for my keyholder. She has been a trooper through it all. But there is a good 3 months of this ahead for her.
On Thursday Mi Amor let me know she was well aware of how far off schedule we are for my punishment. She also felt it should be taken care of before getting any relief. I agreed and was glad to know she had been thinking about us. Also I know how it would hurt after this long lay off. But I knew it was way overdue also.
However it was clear by Saturday that she was not in any shape to swing her paddles. At least not in the way she likes to. She has reached a point where she understands any change takes a good deal of punishment to work and maintain the desired change. Neither of us see any point to a "soft" paddling. She uses her paddles for punishment, not foreplay.
Finally on Sunday she let me know that there was no way to carry out the punishment session yet. She said I would be giving her a long massage and then I would be allowed to go down on her for a little while before getting relief. She also made it clear that I would not be entering her as she didn't have strength to do that at this time. I was not going to say a word. I wanted to taste her pussy so bad I would have done anything. Over a week without tasting her or feel her orgasm while my mouth is pressed to her "suzy" was driving me crazy.
I was sure this meant she would have me taste her for a few minutes and then let me know how my relief was going to take place. But I got a pleasant surprise!
Once I started going down on her I think Mi Amor realized how bad she missed getting pleasured after the past weeks. I think she came more than 5 times before she said she had had enough!! I was so happy for her and happy that I was able to pleasure her to orgasm and taste her nectar!!
Once she had gained herself she got up from the massage table and put her pj's on. She then told me I was going to jack off and relieve myself. So I put a towel on the table top and proceeded to masturbate as she watched me. I came in minutes.
No, not some crazy femdom/sub over the top night. Just a beautiful night between two lovers making the best of the hand we are holding right now.
Not as long as your period of inactivity, I just came off a 3 and one half week layoff as she had undergone a medical procedure and its recovery. I do admit, near the end of the period, I considered a substitute spanker. It did not transpire, but I totally understand how that may come to pass in your situation. She did get back into the swing of things with a spanking and another one just this morning. Check my blog for details. mymaintenanceday.blogspot.com
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