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What did I ask for?

  At the time I asked MI Amor to become my keyholder I thought I had it all thought out. This would be nothing but a full time sexual experience. Well I have learned a few things in 22 months of 24/7 male chastity/flr/dd lifestyle. And there is a lot to learn about each other in this.
  There are many times life gets in the way of good plans. There is no escaping the realities of what it can bring. I have a few examples to share with you.
  There have been a few times where my keyholder has let me go for some time without relief. Then after some days she has become ill from all she deals with and can't get in to doing anything. During those times I am edged regularly and still give her a massage every night as I am supposed to do. But it can cause my time waiting to be allowed to cum to extend indefinitely.
  We are in one of those times at the moment. Today is day 13 for me. Edged about 7 times during this so far but have not been allowed to pleasure Mi Amor to orgasm at all as she has been sick and has no desire at the moment. But I knew when I asked for this she has medical issues. I never even thought about how this could affect our lifestyle.
  She has occasionally asked if I want to masturbate to completion while she is sick, but I politely refuse as I really want to wait to be able to get relief when she is ready. I love to cum with her. I sometimes think I should take the offer once I pass and the days drag on. But when the day arrives I find it always to be worth the wait. Remember, in the days before being placed in a chastity device I would just leave her alone and jack off in front of the computer. Sometimes 3 to 4 times a day. She had no clue until I revealed alll during our foray in to this.
  I also carry out all my duties as her caged husband while she is down. Clean for her, cook, do laundry and give her massages. I get her meds and drink when needed. All done in my cage and panties as is the rule around here.
  Hopefully today is the day she is feeling better. But as luck would have it it is now past Thursday. That is punishment day. If we miss it we then put off any relief until it is delivered. This is one of Mi Amor's rules. 'If punishment is due on Thursday and we miss for any reason there is no pleasure until we get caught up on my discipline' as she knows now how important that is to keep a caged man in line. So I have that to look forward to first. Not as fun as relief for sure. She does not hold back anymore. It is always to be done to bring about change and obedience.
 
                                                   Watch what you ask for fellas!!

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  1. Thirteen days is a long time to go without relief. Do you find that going without relief makes you more obedient?

    Jon

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  2. Jon, she has had me wait longer...... When we first started down this path neither of us were sure how to go about determining the length of time I would endure between ejaculating. We read some couples were using the "dice" game. We used 3 dice. We rolled them one die at a time alternating at the start of each chaste period who rolled first. So I could have to wait up to 18 days (and it did happen a few times) for my relief. Being new 18 days seemed like eternity. Remember, I used to masturbate up to 4 times a day, so this was new to me!
    Now after 22 months of this lifestyle my time in between isn't even discussed. It happens when Mi Amor says it will. There are no hints of when it is cumming (sic) and I really believe she enjoys the power that carries. I do whine now and then about how horny I am and she lovingly tells me "your supposed to be".
    Today is day 16 for me. She is feeling a little better and I was allowed to pleasure her Friday night. She had a nice long massage and then out of nowhere, which is how she has been doing things as of late, she said she was good and that she was going to lay on the bed and I would be going down on her. I don't know how mant times I brought her to orgasm but I was elated to be between her gorgeous thighs and tasting her sweet nectar. My cock was slammed in my cage. Finally she said she was satisfied and thanked me for my service. I was left waiting for another day. But I was so fulfilled by taking care of my Keyholder.

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  3. I'm thankful my wife has not gone to this extreme. She caught me masturbating, accepted my feeble excuse the first time, the second time, sitting was a problem and to this date, three years I cannot close the bathroom door. She will check on me. She also will at times have me "suffer" for a period of time, longest two weeks.

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