Today is day 16 for me with no relief. Mi Amor is finally starting to feel a little better. I am glad. I hate seeing the one I love feeling crummy and can't really help her. I just see to it she has what she needs and is comfortable.
Friday night she did surprise me. She had a nice lone massage using our massage table. I bought it to enhance her massages. It really is better than just lying on a mattress. And the visual of my Goddess on that table makes me crazy for her.
We started with her in some pj shorts and I was feeling twisted up as I so wanted to see her treasure. Then after about 20 minutes she decided the shorts could go and I could see her "suzy". This pinned me to the walls of my cage for sure. I thanked for doing that as it is an honor to be able to gaze upon my keyholder and realize that she allowed this.
We continued for another 45 minutes until Mi Amor announced she was good with the massage and that she was going to lay on the bed and I was going to go down on her (due to her illness she was not in the mood for that for some time). I knelt between her legs and finally got to taste the nectar I so crave. There is nothing, I mean nothing I enjoy more than to orally pleasure Mi Amor. Including when I am allowed to tongue her "rosebud" while she masturbates. It always fulfills the subservient desire I have towards my Goddess. I was left to wait another day (well 2 now) and know that when it cums, it will be incredible. I thanked her and acknowledged that I understand how special it is when I am allowed to taste her nectar and that as a kept hubby I am not worthy, I am rewarded.
But how long should a kept hubby have to wait? I guess it is up to the couple to feel that out as
they grow in this together. I have learned that I have no say in it anymore. My duty is to follow the rules she has for me. Pleasure her. Accept all teasing and denial and thank her for taking the time to tease me. Pleasure her as ordered and know that my keyholder will take care of me when she determines she is ready.
We have come to the reasoning that my worrying about it and bugging her is more akin to topping from the bottom, and that is no longer allowed in this marriage. More to come on how Mi Amor nipped that in the bud about 3 months ago. Her way!!
Friday night she did surprise me. She had a nice lone massage using our massage table. I bought it to enhance her massages. It really is better than just lying on a mattress. And the visual of my Goddess on that table makes me crazy for her.
We started with her in some pj shorts and I was feeling twisted up as I so wanted to see her treasure. Then after about 20 minutes she decided the shorts could go and I could see her "suzy". This pinned me to the walls of my cage for sure. I thanked for doing that as it is an honor to be able to gaze upon my keyholder and realize that she allowed this.
We continued for another 45 minutes until Mi Amor announced she was good with the massage and that she was going to lay on the bed and I was going to go down on her (due to her illness she was not in the mood for that for some time). I knelt between her legs and finally got to taste the nectar I so crave. There is nothing, I mean nothing I enjoy more than to orally pleasure Mi Amor. Including when I am allowed to tongue her "rosebud" while she masturbates. It always fulfills the subservient desire I have towards my Goddess. I was left to wait another day (well 2 now) and know that when it cums, it will be incredible. I thanked her and acknowledged that I understand how special it is when I am allowed to taste her nectar and that as a kept hubby I am not worthy, I am rewarded.
But how long should a kept hubby have to wait? I guess it is up to the couple to feel that out as
We have come to the reasoning that my worrying about it and bugging her is more akin to topping from the bottom, and that is no longer allowed in this marriage. More to come on how Mi Amor nipped that in the bud about 3 months ago. Her way!!
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